I figured that it’s time to start doing some things that scare me – and this really fucking scares me.
Just over a year ago I was jobless, living in a city away from my friends and family and I was pretty bored most of the time. I had been blogging for just over a month and decided that I would take it a step further and film a YouTube video. I filmed the video, edited the footage and then deleted the whole thing and tried to erase the memory from my brain forever.
Now I am jobless, but I’m home with my friends and family. I’m not really bored anymore, I’ve been pretty busy since leaving work and so much has happened. I want to challenge myself, and not give a shit what people think about me or my decisions. I knew exactly what I wanted to do to get myself out of my own comfort zone.
Whilst Dan was working I dug out my tripod, popped my camera on charge and tried to find inspiration through videos that I like to watch online. I decided on makeup, because I’m obsessed and genuinely enjoy it so so much. I’ve hardly worn makeup in weeks so my face was a blank canvas and I was buzzing. I set up my tripod and camera, plugged it into the telly so I could see what I was doing and quickly skimmed through my ‘Nikon D3200 For Dummies’ book to find the key settings that I needed.
It took me hours to edit and perfect, and I almost deleted it a few times. But I kept myself focused and here it is! I hope you enjoy and I’d appreciate all of the feedback!💕